In 2012 I went for the first time back to Indonesia
I really looked forward to finally seeing my country after 32 years!
I went with an ex but there were so many things not good in our relationship and the bride & groom shoot that we did well it really showed that I wasn't happy for years.

I kept lying to myself and wanted to continue to be in a relationship even though it was bad.

Being single for years now I haven't found a man that I can really trust.
But I trust myself and it is very important to love yourself and do the things you REALLY love and want to do.
If I want to wear a wedding dress I can!
I don't need a man for that!
So I bought a beautiful wedding dress on marketplace for only 50,-
And arranged a good photographer John Malaihollo and make up artist
And this is the result

The You Should Totally Marry Yourself Photoshoot

(You can also see some of the pictures of Bali above)

Besides the shoot I had a wonderful time in Bali!

Solo traveling so liberating!

I feel so blessed being able to go back to my roots I went back to Bali in November 2023